Opportunities

Exchange !!! Go Exchange. !!!
That's the opportunities for me.. I am glad that AIESEC provide me this opportunities to go out from my home country and explore to other country. The best thing was I can pick on my favorites country with hit issues..such as environmental issue, cultural understanding and ect.

While, during the last 2 month, I am so desperate of sending lots of mail to lots of different LC from my chosen country. I am so worried with this because no one reply me.. I keep on spam mail to them.. and Finally, New Zealand reply me with Business background forms.. It was very interesting.. Due to I am taking this background studies. It would be a good opportunities for me to learns more about this. So, i am heading to the interview, going through 1 by 1.. until the final interview...

Suddenly, i receive mail from Taiwan and Korea asking me for 1st interview.. Wow.. Excited. That was my 1st and 3rd choice.. I am so lucky.. haha.. Taiwan asking me to telling fairly tales story to kids... SO lovely.. While Korea.. 1st choice.. My prince is there. haha

By the way, after asking opinion from so many friends.. I decide to choose NZ.. by sending EP AN to NZ. Just waiting for their TN AN only.. I told my parents this.. Unfortunately, they ignore me.. and turn down all my dreams.. Throw a lots of question for me, throw a lots of worries for me.. Quarrel because of just I am the only one to go.

I wish to develop myself, but they stop me then. Because I am a girl, I cannot do this do that. Because I am a girl, I cannot go here, go there by my own. Because of i am a girl, they though that i am just kidding with them. Because I am the only Girl, I cannot make them worried. Because I am the only girl, I must follow what they said....
It would be so nice if i were a boy.. I can do what ever things i wish too.. No much worries. 


At last, I reject form form NZ. I know i will regret forever in my life time, but no choices, I need to do so. No matter how, parents worried because I am their only daughter. I will never went to other country alone. I will never know this kind of feeling. I really wish that I AM A BOY!!!!