Friday, December 9, 2011

好的事情

好的事情 最後雖然結束
感動十分 就有十分滿足
謝謝你 是你陪我走過那些路
痛 是以後無法再給你幸福


好的事情 也許能夠重複
感動時分 就算紛紛模糊
不要哭 至少你和我記得很清楚
愛 是為彼此祝福。。

錯的人

悄悄的你来到了我的生活了, 慢慢的你影响了我。
渐渐的你打扰了我,再狠狠的你离开了我。
我真的受伤了。

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身
可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能 寧願笨也不想要悔恨
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪 太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我還是奮不顧身
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我相信有點可能

Saturday, July 9, 2011

我。。。

我的心是揪着的,
很伤,但却无法释放。
有股冲动很想把那几个字说出口,
但说了,结果又会是什么。

太多的自以为,让我忽略了你的感受。
太天真的想要两全其美,却注定只剩伤害。
我好想回到从前,回到最单纯的那时候。

但我忘了,我其实还是我。

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Happy Birthday ny dear Rain...2

This is all for you RAIN
Happy Birthday...
Will always love you saranghey...

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Happy Birthday ny dear Rain...

心。。。痛

无缘无故的,又冷战了,
这让我再次的反省了一回。

我, 是否做了对的选择呢?
还是开始出差错了?

有时候觉得,我真的没办法好好的沟通。

我是个鸡杂的女生, 我可以高谈阔论,
我可以无话不谈, 但面对你我哑口无言。

我们相似的地方很多, 不相似的其实也是很多。
我们了解彼此有多少, 其实我并不知道。

一段感情的经营应该是像现在这样吗?
别人都说, 有架吵, 感情才会加温。
或许是吧, 但我并不觉得每次都有效。
甚至还会惹来反效果。

忍让, 容忍, 宽恕,
其实是每个人对待另一个人该有的态度。
问题是每一次的包容, 谅解都能有效的连根拔起吗?
有哪个人可以做的到呢?

曾经听闻一则故事,
有个小孩,每当有人惹毛他时,
他都会固定的把一根钉子钉在木板上,
每天钉阿钉的, 有一天钉满了。
父亲就劝他把钉子都拿下, 好让所有的仇恨都毁灭。
当他觉悟把所有的钉子都脱下时,
却发现木板上,以缠留了每根钉子所有的痕迹。


就算真的谅解,连根都拔起了, 痕迹永远都会存在着。。。

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Opportunities

Exchange !!! Go Exchange. !!!
That's the opportunities for me.. I am glad that AIESEC provide me this opportunities to go out from my home country and explore to other country. The best thing was I can pick on my favorites country with hit issues..such as environmental issue, cultural understanding and ect.

While, during the last 2 month, I am so desperate of sending lots of mail to lots of different LC from my chosen country. I am so worried with this because no one reply me.. I keep on spam mail to them.. and Finally, New Zealand reply me with Business background forms.. It was very interesting.. Due to I am taking this background studies. It would be a good opportunities for me to learns more about this. So, i am heading to the interview, going through 1 by 1.. until the final interview...

Suddenly, i receive mail from Taiwan and Korea asking me for 1st interview.. Wow.. Excited. That was my 1st and 3rd choice.. I am so lucky.. haha.. Taiwan asking me to telling fairly tales story to kids... SO lovely.. While Korea.. 1st choice.. My prince is there. haha

By the way, after asking opinion from so many friends.. I decide to choose NZ.. by sending EP AN to NZ. Just waiting for their TN AN only.. I told my parents this.. Unfortunately, they ignore me.. and turn down all my dreams.. Throw a lots of question for me, throw a lots of worries for me.. Quarrel because of just I am the only one to go.

I wish to develop myself, but they stop me then. Because I am a girl, I cannot do this do that. Because I am a girl, I cannot go here, go there by my own. Because of i am a girl, they though that i am just kidding with them. Because I am the only Girl, I cannot make them worried. Because I am the only girl, I must follow what they said....
It would be so nice if i were a boy.. I can do what ever things i wish too.. No much worries. 


At last, I reject form form NZ. I know i will regret forever in my life time, but no choices, I need to do so. No matter how, parents worried because I am their only daughter. I will never went to other country alone. I will never know this kind of feeling. I really wish that I AM A BOY!!!!