This is all for you RAIN
Happy Birthday...
Will always love you saranghey...
亲情，友情，爱情，感情，心情。。。只要是情，这就是本小姐的抒发站。 无论是好的，坏的，开心的，或是悲伤的，都会在此记载。
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Saturday, June 25, 2011
心。。。痛
无缘无故的，又冷战了，
这让我再次的反省了一回。我， 是否做了对的选择呢？
还是开始出差错了？
有时候觉得，我真的没办法好好的沟通。
我是个鸡杂的女生， 我可以高谈阔论，
我可以无话不谈， 但面对你我哑口无言。
我们相似的地方很多， 不相似的其实也是很多。
我们了解彼此有多少， 其实我并不知道。
一段感情的经营应该是像现在这样吗？
别人都说， 有架吵， 感情才会加温。
或许是吧， 但我并不觉得每次都有效。
甚至还会惹来反效果。
忍让， 容忍， 宽恕，
其实是每个人对待另一个人该有的态度。
问题是每一次的包容， 谅解都能有效的连根拔起吗？
有哪个人可以做的到呢？
曾经听闻一则故事，
有个小孩，每当有人惹毛他时，
他都会固定的把一根钉子钉在木板上，
每天钉阿钉的， 有一天钉满了。
父亲就劝他把钉子都拿下， 好让所有的仇恨都毁灭。
当他觉悟把所有的钉子都脱下时，
却发现木板上，以缠留了每根钉子所有的痕迹。
就算真的谅解，连根都拔起了， 痕迹永远都会存在着。。。
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Opportunities
Exchange !!! Go Exchange. !!!
That's the opportunities for me.. I am glad that AIESEC provide me this opportunities to go out from my home country and explore to other country. The best thing was I can pick on my favorites country with hit issues..such as environmental issue, cultural understanding and ect.
While, during the last 2 month, I am so desperate of sending lots of mail to lots of different LC from my chosen country. I am so worried with this because no one reply me.. I keep on spam mail to them.. and Finally, New Zealand reply me with Business background forms.. It was very interesting.. Due to I am taking this background studies. It would be a good opportunities for me to learns more about this. So, i am heading to the interview, going through 1 by 1.. until the final interview...
Suddenly, i receive mail from Taiwan and Korea asking me for 1st interview.. Wow.. Excited. That was my 1st and 3rd choice.. I am so lucky.. haha.. Taiwan asking me to telling fairly tales story to kids... SO lovely.. While Korea.. 1st choice.. My prince is there. haha
By the way, after asking opinion from so many friends.. I decide to choose NZ.. by sending EP AN to NZ. Just waiting for their TN AN only.. I told my parents this.. Unfortunately, they ignore me.. and turn down all my dreams.. Throw a lots of question for me, throw a lots of worries for me.. Quarrel because of just I am the only one to go.
I wish to develop myself, but they stop me then. Because I am a girl, I cannot do this do that. Because I am a girl, I cannot go here, go there by my own. Because I am the only Girl, I cannot make them worried.
At last, I reject form form NZ. I know i will regret forever in my life time, but no choices, I need to do so. No matter how, parents worried because I am their only daughter. I will never went to other country alone. I will never know this kind of feeling. I really wish that I AM A BOY!!!!
That's the opportunities for me.. I am glad that AIESEC provide me this opportunities to go out from my home country and explore to other country. The best thing was I can pick on my favorites country with hit issues..such as environmental issue, cultural understanding and ect.
While, during the last 2 month, I am so desperate of sending lots of mail to lots of different LC from my chosen country. I am so worried with this because no one reply me.. I keep on spam mail to them.. and Finally, New Zealand reply me with Business background forms.. It was very interesting.. Due to I am taking this background studies. It would be a good opportunities for me to learns more about this. So, i am heading to the interview, going through 1 by 1.. until the final interview...
Suddenly, i receive mail from Taiwan and Korea asking me for 1st interview.. Wow.. Excited. That was my 1st and 3rd choice.. I am so lucky.. haha.. Taiwan asking me to telling fairly tales story to kids... SO lovely.. While Korea.. 1st choice.. My prince is there. haha
By the way, after asking opinion from so many friends.. I decide to choose NZ.. by sending EP AN to NZ. Just waiting for their TN AN only.. I told my parents this.. Unfortunately, they ignore me.. and turn down all my dreams.. Throw a lots of question for me, throw a lots of worries for me.. Quarrel because of just I am the only one to go.
I wish to develop myself, but they stop me then. Because I am a girl, I cannot do this do that. Because I am a girl, I cannot go here, go there by my own. Because I am the only Girl, I cannot make them worried.
At last, I reject form form NZ. I know i will regret forever in my life time, but no choices, I need to do so. No matter how, parents worried because I am their only daughter. I will never went to other country alone. I will never know this kind of feeling. I really wish that I AM A BOY!!!!
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Interview -.- ?
Just finish up an interview for manager position.
Am i doing good?? I just can answer I'm not. I am blank, I am stunk, I am nervous without looking nervous.
I know the answer for the question, but i still answer it wrongly, why???
I can talk more, but why don't I do so?
The rank for AIESEC, why 8? I know why, but WHY i cant voice out???
What is TM, I know it its not an emcee work, but WHY, why i still say so???
I know my strength and weaknesses well but why I can't speak well??
Why AIESEC??? It make me feel warm when being with the members. When there is something bad had happen, AIESECer will just be right by your side and comfort you. While they is a joy, they will also be there to share your delightful. The never give up strength from AIESECer will bring you to stay together with them and fight together till the end. I am glad to have you all as my friends. No matter what is the results, I am glad that you all are still with me. I have take a "bit" step out, its enough for me right now. I need to bare on what i did. ALL THE BEST !!!
Am i doing good?? I just can answer I'm not. I am blank, I am stunk, I am nervous without looking nervous.
I know the answer for the question, but i still answer it wrongly, why???
I can talk more, but why don't I do so?
The rank for AIESEC, why 8? I know why, but WHY i cant voice out???
What is TM, I know it its not an emcee work, but WHY, why i still say so???
I know my strength and weaknesses well but why I can't speak well??
Why AIESEC??? It make me feel warm when being with the members. When there is something bad had happen, AIESECer will just be right by your side and comfort you. While they is a joy, they will also be there to share your delightful. The never give up strength from AIESECer will bring you to stay together with them and fight together till the end. I am glad to have you all as my friends. No matter what is the results, I am glad that you all are still with me. I have take a "bit" step out, its enough for me right now. I need to bare on what i did. ALL THE BEST !!!
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
EPRB
"EPRB" actually is an interview for exchange participant.
At 1st, i am the helper for this event. But, due to some situation and advices, I be one of the candidates for today's EPRB.
I'm nervous, I dint prepare at all. Its a sudden decision to take this interview.
After a few round of Q&A, they ask am i ready for this interview, i said NO. If they giving me a chance, what should I prepare, I said i don't know. SO am i qualify to go exchange. I can't even convince them and prove them to PASS me. I can't event deliver my message clearly to them and how I am gonna deliver my message to other country. I am an AIESECer, but i know nothing. More worse is that i am an OGXer.
Unfortunately, they said YES. The answer of yes is not because of i dint prepare but i still able to answer their question, but is because of a correct mindset and personality. They expect more from me than a normal EP. Thus, my YES will be add on some improvement
1) Communication skill
2) Independent.
3) Trust and believe in myself.
4) More knowledge about AIESEC and Excahnge. and ect...
Although I am not satisfy with my performance and answer but I'm happy with the result.
"Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action." -Benjamin Disraeli
Aja Aja fighting... Move to next...
At 1st, i am the helper for this event. But, due to some situation and advices, I be one of the candidates for today's EPRB.
I'm nervous, I dint prepare at all. Its a sudden decision to take this interview.
After a few round of Q&A, they ask am i ready for this interview, i said NO. If they giving me a chance, what should I prepare, I said i don't know. SO am i qualify to go exchange. I can't even convince them and prove them to PASS me. I can't event deliver my message clearly to them and how I am gonna deliver my message to other country. I am an AIESECer, but i know nothing. More worse is that i am an OGXer.
Unfortunately, they said YES. The answer of yes is not because of i dint prepare but i still able to answer their question, but is because of a correct mindset and personality. They expect more from me than a normal EP. Thus, my YES will be add on some improvement
1) Communication skill
2) Independent.
3) Trust and believe in myself.
4) More knowledge about AIESEC and Excahnge. and ect...
Although I am not satisfy with my performance and answer but I'm happy with the result.
"Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action." -Benjamin Disraeli
Aja Aja fighting... Move to next...
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
1st Valentine's Day.
After 21 years, this is the year that i got my partner. Its time for me to celebrate my very 1st valentine day..
Unfortunately, before valentine's day I was fall a sick seriously. No special food can be intake. So no celebration, only non-heaty food can be take. While when i going to back UUM, my stupid sickness still stick very close to me.. Don't even let me have a break.. ( have a kit-kat ) Thus, Valentine's day.. HAiZ.... no celebration... only phone calls for few hours.. While my roommate, were having sweet dinner with her bf... JEALOUSY of me..... SAD... After 8, I go gather with all AIESECer that single and available in UUM... We dance and have fun together in PKP. After when back my room, I am alone again..Phone call with my "someone" again till mid night.... HEHE..
Although we cant celebrate our 1st valentines, but I am happy to be with you..MUACKZ love you... NO celebration = SPECIAL celebration. I accept it... HEHE....
Unfortunately, before valentine's day I was fall a sick seriously. No special food can be intake. So no celebration, only non-heaty food can be take. While when i going to back UUM, my stupid sickness still stick very close to me.. Don't even let me have a break.. ( have a kit-kat ) Thus, Valentine's day.. HAiZ.... no celebration... only phone calls for few hours.. While my roommate, were having sweet dinner with her bf... JEALOUSY of me..... SAD... After 8, I go gather with all AIESECer that single and available in UUM... We dance and have fun together in PKP. After when back my room, I am alone again..Phone call with my "someone" again till mid night.... HEHE..
Although we cant celebrate our 1st valentines, but I am happy to be with you..MUACKZ love you... NO celebration = SPECIAL celebration. I accept it... HEHE....
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